Emotions are running really high at the moment, im less than two weeks away from completing the first year of my degree. Its been a year of titanic change. This time last year i was coming to the end of my A levels and preparing for exams, to be honest, quite shitting myself. After this came the results, BCC, which i was extremely proud of. Then, the summer, one of the best summer holidays of my entire life, yet, each day was a day closer to the next step in my life, becoming an adult. Moving away from home never really phased me, i face new challenges with confidence and excitement. The big day arrived, my brother bought me here in his car, with the cat empire pumping out of his speakers, he gave me some wise words. He told me that the people i would meet at University, would be the people i die loving, whether that be a partner, or friends, or both. As the black doors shut and the engine noise became softer into the distance, i stood, solemly with 4 bags, 25 quid in my pocket and a key to a new world. New opportunities were sat waiting to pounce on me, and they never failed to let me down. Within the first few months i had experienced laughter, joy and upset. The new friends, which i still have today love me for the person i am and i am truly grateful for them. Christmas then came in its manadatory state and disappeared, along with the snow and ice. The last three years of my life have actually all been quite tough, but i suppose its all a part of growing up and maturing into the people we are today.
This, how can i put it...'emotional reflection on life blog' is missing something, no wait...someone :) 19 years and 111 days ago, an angel was born. An angel brought into our damaged world to brighten dark days and lift low spirits. For all of her life, this angel has given all she can and expected nothing in return, she has tried her best to succeed in all she can, and has made everyone around her amazingly proud. But how can someone so special be treated so horribly? A ridiculous statement you may agree, nevertheless a true one. This heavenly angel sent to us to save us in numerous ways has been battered, bruised and hurt in many ways by many people. 115 days ago, this angel crossed my path. From the very moment i saw her beatiful face, i knew i could easily fall madly in love with her. 115 days down the line, i am madly in love with her and i cannot imagine my life without her. She truly makes me happier than anyone else in my life. You just have to see her to know that natural beauty is not a myth, but the most honest truth on this earth, seen when looking into her eyes. I believe that our love cannot be matched, but i suppose i am bias :) The time i look most forward to is when i climb into bed at night, stroke her hair till she silently drifts off to sleep, then hold her close all night to keep her warm. If i ever lost her, nothing could take her place, she is irreplaceable. So this is to you my sweetie pie, i love you with all my heartand soul and i am missing you terribly as i write this. You're my saviour and i hope you realise how happy you make me.
Love from Max x <3 x <3 x <3 x <3 x <3
Saturday, 9 May 2009
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