'Are we human, or are we dancer'?

So its 5 30 in the morning, the birds have already began to sing and i have 'Human' by The Killers blasting through my brain...a song which creates much thought into who we are and why we are here. The last few days have been rather a blur, with no real direction or poignancy to my life in the next few weeks, simply due to a University limbo period. This meaning i have completed my work for the 1st semester and am awaiting the new one in February. In 6 hours time my mum will be arriving to take me back to my home, a place which i miss an indescribable amount at some points, and not so much at others. But at this minute right now, home is better than being stuck here, not doing anything at all except wasting precious money on alcohol, junk food and the occasional game of pool. In 11 and a half hours i shall be back working at the sports centre in Banbury which atleast gives me something to do that is beneficial to my financial status. The whole point of this blog however, is in nearly 3 years time at my graduation ceremony...what will i do next?? I have fell in love with University life, the people it involves and the rush you feel. So it begs the question will i go back to feeling like this at the end of my time here, with no direction or urgency to move out of my chair? Well, the prospect of a further year here is more than welcome in 2011. All i can do at the moment is concentrate on my life in the near future. As for love...things feel like they are changing, i have had a shit experience with relationships the last year, and believe its my time to move on. There is someone who i am deeply interested in right now, however i havent a clue whether when we talk its harmless flirting or meaningful conversation. Whatever the outcome, she will remain stunningly beautiful, i just hope i get my chance.

MGMT has just kicked in and on that note i am leaving to try and get a few hours kip atleast.

muchos loving as always

xxx

A place for my thoughts

Hello..1,2, testing, 1,2 is it on? hello? ah yes hello i can hear myself now. Well... i have found it, the craze of the blogger spot. Many thanks needs to go out to 'Tom RDD' for giving me the opportunity to do so by looking through his blog, and deciding that my thoughts also need a great deal of organisation. My name is Maxwell George, i am 220 months old and i attend Worcester University studying drama and english language combined honours. It is uttterly rewarding and the people who i have met in the last 4 months will stay close to me throughout the rest of my life. Various precious times and moments here with my friends surpass anything i have previously experienced. I have many good friends back home, however, here people understand me, my needs and my reasoning. I have been in love 'properly' if that makes sense, only once. However, that relationship has long since ended, it was a good and bad relationship but most importantly has made me stronger and wiser. 2009 will be another year of huge change. Not only will i look different in a years time, i will be a second year student and my outlook on life will be different even more than at this moment in time. So this is me and my basic thoughts for now. There will be more posts to come i assure you.

Take care all, muchos loving
xxx