'Are we human, or are we dancer'?

So its 5 30 in the morning, the birds have already began to sing and i have 'Human' by The Killers blasting through my brain...a song which creates much thought into who we are and why we are here. The last few days have been rather a blur, with no real direction or poignancy to my life in the next few weeks, simply due to a University limbo period. This meaning i have completed my work for the 1st semester and am awaiting the new one in February. In 6 hours time my mum will be arriving to take me back to my home, a place which i miss an indescribable amount at some points, and not so much at others. But at this minute right now, home is better than being stuck here, not doing anything at all except wasting precious money on alcohol, junk food and the occasional game of pool. In 11 and a half hours i shall be back working at the sports centre in Banbury which atleast gives me something to do that is beneficial to my financial status. The whole point of this blog however, is in nearly 3 years time at my graduation ceremony...what will i do next?? I have fell in love with University life, the people it involves and the rush you feel. So it begs the question will i go back to feeling like this at the end of my time here, with no direction or urgency to move out of my chair? Well, the prospect of a further year here is more than welcome in 2011. All i can do at the moment is concentrate on my life in the near future. As for love...things feel like they are changing, i have had a shit experience with relationships the last year, and believe its my time to move on. There is someone who i am deeply interested in right now, however i havent a clue whether when we talk its harmless flirting or meaningful conversation. Whatever the outcome, she will remain stunningly beautiful, i just hope i get my chance.

MGMT has just kicked in and on that note i am leaving to try and get a few hours kip atleast.

muchos loving as always

xxx