Why I Love You xxxxxx

A few reasons why I Love You;

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1. Your eyes are as beautiful as the setting sun
2. Your lips are as soft as a silk pillow
3. Your skin is the smoothest, most radiant on the earth
4. Your hair smells like an sweet summers day
5. Your legs are the longest legs i have ever layed eyes upon
6. Your bumbum is the most squeeziest bumbum
7. Your touch is to die for
8. You smell like christmas, roses and sweet caramel wrapped up in a vanilla sheet
9. Your hands fit perfectly into mine
10. Your kiss makes the tiny hairs on my neck stand on end
11. Your hugs are like a king size duvet wrapped tightly around me
12. You shine like an angel
13. You care far more than anyone else ever could
14. Your kindness makes me feel warm inside
15. Waking up next to you makes me smile the widest
16. When you sing, it makes me tingle
17. You make me laugh at times when no one else could.
18. You make me feel like im floating on air
19. You look after me when im sad
20. You dry my poor little tears away when i cry
21. You make the best mushrooms in the universe
22. You humpa scrump me
23. You play footsie with me in your sleep
24. You hug me tightly all night long
25. When you make love to me, the electricity could power the entire world forever
26. When im not with you all i can think about is you
27. Your taste never leaves my lips
28. Your my shicken pie
29. Time stands still when you place you head in my arms
30. You make me want to marry you
31. You make me want to have children with you
32. I want to grow old with you
33. I want to spend eternity with you
34. To not live out my days with you would kill me inside and out.
35. And the biggest reason why i love you.............because you are a beautiful piece o crap George ay ya xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Truly Madly Deeply forever Sarah

'An Irreplaceable reflection' 10/05/2008 - 10/05/2009

Emotions are running really high at the moment, im less than two weeks away from completing the first year of my degree. Its been a year of titanic change. This time last year i was coming to the end of my A levels and preparing for exams, to be honest, quite shitting myself. After this came the results, BCC, which i was extremely proud of. Then, the summer, one of the best summer holidays of my entire life, yet, each day was a day closer to the next step in my life, becoming an adult. Moving away from home never really phased me, i face new challenges with confidence and excitement. The big day arrived, my brother bought me here in his car, with the cat empire pumping out of his speakers, he gave me some wise words. He told me that the people i would meet at University, would be the people i die loving, whether that be a partner, or friends, or both. As the black doors shut and the engine noise became softer into the distance, i stood, solemly with 4 bags, 25 quid in my pocket and a key to a new world. New opportunities were sat waiting to pounce on me, and they never failed to let me down. Within the first few months i had experienced laughter, joy and upset. The new friends, which i still have today love me for the person i am and i am truly grateful for them. Christmas then came in its manadatory state and disappeared, along with the snow and ice. The last three years of my life have actually all been quite tough, but i suppose its all a part of growing up and maturing into the people we are today.

This, how can i put it...'emotional reflection on life blog' is missing something, no wait...someone :) 19 years and 111 days ago, an angel was born. An angel brought into our damaged world to brighten dark days and lift low spirits. For all of her life, this angel has given all she can and expected nothing in return, she has tried her best to succeed in all she can, and has made everyone around her amazingly proud. But how can someone so special be treated so horribly? A ridiculous statement you may agree, nevertheless a true one. This heavenly angel sent to us to save us in numerous ways has been battered, bruised and hurt in many ways by many people. 115 days ago, this angel crossed my path. From the very moment i saw her beatiful face, i knew i could easily fall madly in love with her. 115 days down the line, i am madly in love with her and i cannot imagine my life without her. She truly makes me happier than anyone else in my life. You just have to see her to know that natural beauty is not a myth, but the most honest truth on this earth, seen when looking into her eyes. I believe that our love cannot be matched, but i suppose i am bias :) The time i look most forward to is when i climb into bed at night, stroke her hair till she silently drifts off to sleep, then hold her close all night to keep her warm. If i ever lost her, nothing could take her place, she is irreplaceable. So this is to you my sweetie pie, i love you with all my heartand soul and i am missing you terribly as i write this. You're my saviour and i hope you realise how happy you make me.

Love from Max x <3 x <3 x <3 x <3 x <3

'Sarah' x

Two people can be so similar, yet, so different in numerous ways. Tonight is a night which i will want to forget as soon as possible. Arguments happen in all relationships. I am currently sat here writing this understanding fully that i have put the one element to my life that is so important right now in deep jeapody. For some reason, i dont seem to learn from mistakes, and continue to make the same ones repeatedly, resulting in me usually losing something that means so much. That thing at present is my beautiful girlfriend, Sarah, or more commonly known, (munch). If she were a star, she would be the brightest one in the midnight sky, if she were a colour, she would be gold, a colour more bold, confident and pure than the rest. If she were the sea, she would be the clearest and calmest in the universe. If she were the sun, she would shine her light upon everyone she comes across each and every single day. If she were light, she would be the most brightly glowing white light on the earth. If she is still mine in 3 hours time, i will be the luckiest human being that has ever stepped foot on our planet, or any other in the universe. It is obvious to her that i am in love with her so deeply, however, the smaller things that arent initially there to hurt someone, cause the most upset. The problem i seem to have is stopping these smaller things from happening. Why? you ask.....i am not entirely sure, i dont intend to hurt people, and to say your in love with someone is a massive step. But as time passes, i am starting to believe that she deserves love which i just cant offer, protection, trust, faith, loyalty and attention which i dont seem to have the greatest ability to show. As i write this , a small tear is falling down my cheek as im fearing the worst case scenario. Her words this evening were, ; I know it would kill you if we broke up,' and i couldnt have put it any better, or more simply than that. Relationships are amazing, but very difficult to keep strong, i thought we were ultimate, but as tonight shows, this isnt the case. I would honestly die for my beautiful Sarah, as long as she was able to go on living a healthy, and happy life with anyone. I cant see my life without her, she is the final piece to my soul that makes me feel safe and secure. I am also overly proud of her, the way she balances her social life, her personal family life, her uni work and then me. No man could ever wish to meet a sweeter, generous, stunning and sympathetic woman. If anyone argues this fact, i would like to see the day they show me someone better!!!

My love for her is endless, my loyalty is greater than life itself!, ,i just need her to realise that no matter what i say and do, she is the only person i wish to spend the remainder of my life with.

All my love, Max xxx

'Seeing is believing'

Weird isnt it...how things change i mean. It has been exactly 3 months since my last post. The reasons for this are numerous. Uni work has kept me away from such time wasting tasks as this, going out with my friends, making new friends, finding myself, working and loving my life. Yet, now, at 3.30am with such an emotional band as Coldplay rushing through my head, its hard not to reflect back over recent times. So, where did it all begin????? January 17th, a day i shall never forget, a day when a spark of light flew past my eyes...only a flash...but the flash was bright enough to notice and to take a mental picture enabling me to hold such an image in my head. What image you are asking..? Imagine an angel, fallen from heaven, glowing with excitement, expectation, dreams and love. A weird combination i know but still a fantastic one all the same. If you look back to my January post and read the last 4 lines or so you will understand that the person mentioned grew on me over those next few days. The harmless flirting over text became, strangely, much more powerful, almost like a hold had been placed on me by fate and it wasnt going to let go! The main thought at this time was, anticipation...anticipation of that first moment when eyes connect, two people look at one another, their poriferal vision blurs, focus is only between those two soles and it happens.....a kiss, one small kiss, but fires light up inside your stomach, a warm glow runs through your veins. And the next feeling, well is simply a feeling of craving the moment that has just passed. From this point on my life has changed dramatically. Imagine a lollipop..silly as it may sound, just imagine for a second how sweet to taste one is... this was her...my lollipop, nothing had ever tasted so sweet, no one had ever tasted so sweet. A few weeks passed with other meetings and sparks that failed to go away, but instead, get progressively stronger until the sparks became solid light, the brightest white light you can picture, the purest light. We have now become desperately close and cannot stand to be away from each other even after this short amount of time. Its clear this post is dedicated to her, but right now i cant think of anything else but her. To believe something so beautiful could exist in this world is unimaginable, unbelieveable in fact. But, my mum always told me as a child, 'maxwell, you have to see something to believe it......i finally see it, this profound beauty that has entered my life and now, i cannot imagine my life if she disappeared. The morale of this post is seeing is believing, there is someone out there for all of us, but to want it enough you have to look hard enough..............................................'S.E.E' it.................. 'S.arah E.lizabeth E.vans' i love you xxx

'Are we human, or are we dancer'?

So its 5 30 in the morning, the birds have already began to sing and i have 'Human' by The Killers blasting through my brain...a song which creates much thought into who we are and why we are here. The last few days have been rather a blur, with no real direction or poignancy to my life in the next few weeks, simply due to a University limbo period. This meaning i have completed my work for the 1st semester and am awaiting the new one in February. In 6 hours time my mum will be arriving to take me back to my home, a place which i miss an indescribable amount at some points, and not so much at others. But at this minute right now, home is better than being stuck here, not doing anything at all except wasting precious money on alcohol, junk food and the occasional game of pool. In 11 and a half hours i shall be back working at the sports centre in Banbury which atleast gives me something to do that is beneficial to my financial status. The whole point of this blog however, is in nearly 3 years time at my graduation ceremony...what will i do next?? I have fell in love with University life, the people it involves and the rush you feel. So it begs the question will i go back to feeling like this at the end of my time here, with no direction or urgency to move out of my chair? Well, the prospect of a further year here is more than welcome in 2011. All i can do at the moment is concentrate on my life in the near future. As for love...things feel like they are changing, i have had a shit experience with relationships the last year, and believe its my time to move on. There is someone who i am deeply interested in right now, however i havent a clue whether when we talk its harmless flirting or meaningful conversation. Whatever the outcome, she will remain stunningly beautiful, i just hope i get my chance.

MGMT has just kicked in and on that note i am leaving to try and get a few hours kip atleast.

muchos loving as always

xxx

A place for my thoughts

Hello..1,2, testing, 1,2 is it on? hello? ah yes hello i can hear myself now. Well... i have found it, the craze of the blogger spot. Many thanks needs to go out to 'Tom RDD' for giving me the opportunity to do so by looking through his blog, and deciding that my thoughts also need a great deal of organisation. My name is Maxwell George, i am 220 months old and i attend Worcester University studying drama and english language combined honours. It is uttterly rewarding and the people who i have met in the last 4 months will stay close to me throughout the rest of my life. Various precious times and moments here with my friends surpass anything i have previously experienced. I have many good friends back home, however, here people understand me, my needs and my reasoning. I have been in love 'properly' if that makes sense, only once. However, that relationship has long since ended, it was a good and bad relationship but most importantly has made me stronger and wiser. 2009 will be another year of huge change. Not only will i look different in a years time, i will be a second year student and my outlook on life will be different even more than at this moment in time. So this is me and my basic thoughts for now. There will be more posts to come i assure you.

Take care all, muchos loving
xxx